It has been a while since I climbed this hill. From November through January I didn't ride much and got out of shape.
I started out planning to do this route, but by the time I was to the bottom of Freeman Rd. (i.e., 1.5 miles into my ride) I was thinking of adjusting and doing a different route because I felt I was weak and might not be up to it. However, I decided to not allow my mind to inhibit my progress and I continued on committing to do what it takes.
It took my longer than I anticipated, but I did the route. I am confident that by continuing to ride and do a variety of routes including hills, I will get back to the shape I was in.
I felt a sense of accomplishment and enjoyed this ride overall - especially once I decided to push out any negative thought processes.